die die die

2day i so unlucky n so forgetfull... always forgot thing... i m so stupid... so idiot so useless...

tat process i let my group down... so sorry on tat... T.T i really so useless... i hate myself...

always 连累my frenz... i muz stop play so many computer n start study study n study liao...

cham... so useless n ugly ppl is me... zi bei started again... but i really very zi bei... all not

good... all bad... all cha... no ppl like to frenz me... so 多余... juz can silence n pass all tat time...

haiz... cham... useless... idiot.. i hate myself...

KHB de exercise book dissapear oredi... cant find it... find liao whole day... haiz... wait for

teacher to kill... sayonara... need to die again... tis will me 536 time edi...

la la la... sad until sot liao...

la la la~~~~~~~~
2day eat wrong medicine liao... always say la la la~~~~hehe...
er... 2day de mood sometimes got down... sometimes excited... sometimes not good...
i wake up 5.00 o'clock early in the morning... cause got performance n tis is tat first time so i muz take a bath first baru can do perform... if not will feel very weird de... haha... me sot sot de leh... hehe... so i faster ready all my stuff n waiting for aunty van to pick me... la la la... wait n wait n wait n wait... and at last... aunty come le... wakaka... no need wait edi...

la la la~~~~~~~~~~~~~at school edi...
i scare late so run faster to find kevin them... n wail i run.. i saw a ppl like abib but i dun know is he anot... i didnt care about it n juz run to find kevin them... first i though kevin them will at tat chess table there wait me but i didnt saw them... so i think they oredy go to block e... so i slow slow find them... while i find them... at tat kantin tambahan... there r juz a few ppl come onli n most of them is come for playing n juz i think onli... n i guess there r not more than 30ppl come onli... n i find them n they r chat chat chat...
n we juz practise be4 performance... n wait tat cloth n than we change... i juz lazy 2 write so many edi cause very tired...

la la la~~~~~~~~~~~~~~lazy to write wat happen be4 edi... pai seh... XD

after performance we juz change our cloth n waiting to go home...
haiz... oy yeah... i oso try liao mee hon+asam+soup edi... haha... but 2day de asam not really spicy... so lucky... hehe...
i oso got some .fan. de thing happen but i dun wan tell... keep it as a secret... XO.... hehe... lazy write liao... haiz... sad sad boring boring happy happy...


the end...

nervous...

2day got nervous cause got raptai n juz 1 time onli scare not good... but we got practise 2 time... first was worst... but at tat second time is better... phewww.... 2day i dun have any nervous feeling de... but frenz them always say nervous let me oso nervous liao... wakaka... actually is my problem onli... hehe... zzzz... be4 performance... i at class always sleeping... hehe... cause too tired liao... so sleep... and at math time... teacher give us exam...n i very fast finish... n continue sleeping... wakaka... be4 recess i become pig jor... hehe...
2day raptai sarah wan us to wear tat uniform but i wear until so k... cause is free size n all big big de... i sooooo small n short... when i wear tat pant it juz like i m wearing baju kurung...==... so cham... so hope go but one for myself.. no need wear so large de cloth... hehe...
at tat second raptai... so many afternoon class de ppl come edi... but i not scare... i juz look in front de house... so no need to see other ppl... wakaka... oh yeah... when ready to start got some intruder kacau us... which is seng huan so kacau...

er... 2day juz like tat de thing happen...
the end... wakaka... me sot de...

2day so many thing to type cause oredy 2 day didnt write blog... hehe...

so... i will write back sunday de...
2day is father day... we didnt celebrate... but grandpa say bring us go to eat sushi king again ^^Y... oyishi... last week eat father oso bring us go to eat... so good... yummy... other than tat i oso saw our school de st.john ppl at there like sell thing or like 凑钱... i oso help my mom to change tat phone... cause old de oredy sot liao... so use father oredy but liao de new phone... so old de my father give ppl fix first...

tis is MONDAY de

2day still is soooo boring like always is... boring until can die ==ZzZz... and sth happen between me and others frenz... but i dun know tat is argue anot but i think is not.... there are many thing i wane to tell her tat there is sth behind tat thing... but i dun wan to say cause it will causes many trouble so tis case is close... hehe @-@


tis is 2day..........which is tuesday... wakaka

2day at school very fun n sure got boring de...when at tapak perhimpunan... HM call me come i was shock cause i though i did liao anything wrong... n actually he juz wan me take tat chair back to tat place... scare me ==lll
after tat most angry thing is no pjk!!!!!!!!!!!!!! teacher tell us she yesterday oredy call our classmate tat dun hv pjk n call them to tell us but they didnt!!!!!!!!1 stupid hanisah n zuliana... want to kill them arghhh....
after tat we juz study like normal... boring BM boring MAtH boring ENG... but at eng time, ky look up n saw bryan n bryan"s frenzwas so funny... they juz very sot... wakaka....
than we juz waiting for play drum time onli...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~`drum time~~~~~~~~~~~~~` yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2day we at last can pk wit those always laugh at us de boy... n sarah oso decided our place edi... n we juz practise n practise onli... wakaka... n i 2 nervous until do some mistake edi... so sad... but at least got improve liao... lalala... n teacher oso got come 22222222222... n teacher say we good... yay!!!!!!!!!! so happi...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~hate de~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~`
sad lo... 2morow need to pass up seni but i dun know how to draw n muz give teacher kill edi... haiz... ready to face tat death liao... 2day i think i didnt sleep n do seni until late late... haiz... so cham edi...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~``the end``~~~~~~~~~~~
thanks for see... wakaka

sad....

2day i wake up at 7.00am... cause wan to go bsmm... so i pack all my thing n waiting for father to pick me... so at there we 2day juz lengan lengan marching... n i didnt some mistake too XD ... long time no practise become like tat liao... hehehe... after tat shahizwan teach krs about 1st aid thing... n i no mood to hear cause be4 oredy learn edi... so we juz chating... n i juz go some place far a bit to relax my mind... dun know y i always like alone n thinking... actually i always think nonsense de... than ky n my daughter in law come find me n we juz talking nonsense a lot... than is recess time so i hv to go change cloth... n i forgot is play water n change wrong colour de cloth... so i change cloth change liao many time... n ky say i doing fashion show... so swt =="... after they eat breakfast n i always dun eat de... after finish eating we play music using tat table... hehe... we all sot de... than we continue blah blah blah...
finish recess...
after recess is play game time... i lazy to write... juz can say swt ==... cause when tat most fun de part oredy 12.00pm n i hv to go cause grandpa later need to go fetch ppl... i miss edi... T.T sad....

n i go home take a nice bath n eat... n i hate my face... started got many pimple n black head(juz translate from chinese pronouce... hehe) n i let my mom see n she help me clean n it was pain... i cry edi T.T... my mom say wanted to bring me to find eva aunt check n help me do treatment... very scare...

dunno write wat liao... later continue...

nth special

2day juz so boring... nth special is happen... juz i always forgot to bring geografi n sej note book... lucky teacher didnt kill me XD... dun know wan to do wat... i juz continue my boring life... haiz... hope got some special thing to happen so i wont so boring...

2day oso is tat boy from france last day in our school n go back to his country... teacher wanted him to speak in front of all of us... n his juz speak malay until very funny... n i think he will be happi cause at last no need at tis crazy school cause all tat malay girl oso very like to 发乔... hehe... hope he wont come back again... n i hope next time change student will be a japan boy... hehe... XD (ps... is i hope to learn japanese...hehe)

boring boring boring...

2morow need to go to bsmm.. i heard them say we combine wit krs... i dun like to combine but we have to... so sad...

dun know wan write wat liao... hehe... 2morow continue... =p

2day i decided to reject liao... hehe... u all muz ask me y de... n tat answer is because he is a play boy... so i dun trusr him de... all my frenz oso agree about it... i think i started to love single liao... maybe is because i love freedom... u can do anything u wan when u r single... no need to worry other thing... hehe... sometimes oso wan try try to pak tuo see how it feel... but tat is after my spm exam than i will try de thing... now needed to face tat pmr exam need to get ready liao... T.T scare scare... 2day de mood not really good... 1st is because one of my frenz say me play drum n didnt shout... but i got n louder than her very much... other 2 frenz oso say me got... hate her always 乱乱讲... so sad... hate it...
secon is 2day i feel like me sot sot de... so weird... so blur... dun know i m thinking wat.. feel boring...
i oso got some good news.. i dun know from when i n XXX started to friends liao... i so happi... be4 is cause by sth n let me argue wit her... i everytime think back i juz feel so sorry to her.. i feel tat i so childish to do sth like tat...i regret wat i hv been done be4...i wanted to change n become a more better de tyy... hehe =p


dun know wan write wat liao... maybe will add some more later...hehe =o

blur blur de day

er...dun know should write wat... haha... me sot liao...

at holiday i dun know wat happen to me... always think sth but dun know think wat...
n these few day i m thinking tat i got like de ppl anot... i suppose tat the answer is no
but still got sth wrong...make me blur blur liao... haiz...

yesterday got XXX ask me wan become his gf anot but i dun know should accept anot
so i ask some of my frenz n sis... n they all de answer is accept n try try...
so i think i will accept n try lo... hope tis will become a good memory nont like tat
last time... hehe...

2day i oso cry liao... so sad lar... tat stupid sivik i fail jor... T.T ... is tat teacher fault
not me... tat project i got tell teacher tat i dun know my group de ppl got who...
n she juz call me go back my place... than i dun think of it liao lo..but teacher say
i didnt ask she... hate tat stupid teacher let me fail!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! T.T i suppose to be all pass de...
but tat sivik... T.T ... let me at home think back oso will cry...


2day oso got drum training...
my most love de part... tis time we all train very fast learn all liao...n we practise until very
good... sarah our teacher or leader say us good.. i soooooo happi... n i wan thanks her
for teaching us... thank u my frenz...


no mood write liao...

confuse

haiz....
now so confuse tat wan to accept tat boy anot...
ask liao other de comment...
and all of them say accept...
i still dun know wan anot...
very scare he is play boy...
haiz...
2morow need to answer him liao...
how leh...
now brain spoil aredy cannot think anything liao...
haiz...
i think i should accept try try lar...


ps... see liao dun at school say o...
hehe

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